I am in a funk, but not exactly a funk. It's more one of those crazy nesting, wow there is a lot to do around here, introspective, just blah because of the weather and the shorter days, and where the hell did summer go anyway feelings. Also, I think I am lonely some days. And that is weird for me to admit because I have a lot of friends, more than a lot of people, and most of whom I could connect with in half a second if I wanted to. But I don't. I really don't feel like talking or reaching out to anyone. I feel ike being alone... well, as alone as you can be with a 2 year old, a dog, a cat, my dad's dog, and a husband. It's not one of those funks like where I need help or an intervention, it's just more a blah maybe?
I don't know what it is really. I feel some days as if I pick up the same toys, do the same dishes, sing the same songs, and
I am pretty sure it is the slowing down part that is difficult for me. When I am
I want to decompress and feel centered and kind of ease into this whole colder weather thing instead of getting it forced so rudely upon us by mother nature. So, we're having another technology free day on Sunday and I'm looking forward to a day of getting my juju back. No distractions, no tv, no radio, no cell phones, no internet. I need it.
What do you do when you're feeling like this?